Thursday, December 30, 2004

Broken Plates...

I've broken a relationship that had only begun.I say I lost him. He says I abandoned him...I believe he is right.
I left him for another person...which I doubt will end up well. Scared? Yes, of course. I am going into a possible hell and will have nothing to hold on to when...if I come back.
It's hot up here....I've been thinking...I've done sth. I told two guys was a stupid thing to do....I broke in order to avoid failure without knowing if I would fail in the first place. I guess I'm never gonna get off this path ... I am doomed to fall again...why? Because I'm in love....or is it an infatuation? nevermind...I think I'm in love and will stick to that until proven wrong...
Love, always, Gaia

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