Sunny morning...beaches of beautiful golden sands awaiting...music in every house and car...laughter, people streaming from their houses towards the sea...I wonder if they all secretely want to drown...
I want to...haha...they've told me a thousand things...I mean, shrinks...phsychiatrists...and all that mass of ppl...getting inside my brain....theorically, of course...
They told me I was depressive...that I had DDA ( an attention disorder), and recently that I'm in the first phase of schitzophrenia....so what? does that really describe me? I don't think so...
I might not be sane...but that doesn't mean I'm mad...does it?... I don't know anymore...
Sunny afternoon...walks by the sea, meeting friends, having fun, sea, swimming pool, meeting americans...italians..."working"...playing with little libra ( a kitten, I always loved cats...they're cute)
Melting evening...I painted my face with lipstick...it was fun...well...not quite...
you get the world for your birthday baby
open your eyes and say yes, no, maybe
the box ticks on, the core is a bomb
the world is silent
you listen like a lover to it
sometimes a mirror's a miracle
sometimes it's nothing at all
in this reflection even angels fall
you could fly anytime
ba-da-da-daa etc.
(even though you own your own comet)
ordinary people
it's okay
you don't have to wear those wings
they're stupid things
i know some dizzy, easy heights
don't stop your life at the lights
don't be smart, be a beginner
don't be wrong, even when it's right
ordinary people
it's okay
we're not watching anyway
it's okay
ba-da-da-daa etc.
Who knows...I just remembered this song...
Night...you'll see...not even describable
LOVE, ALWAYS,
Gaia
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